Week 7: Thursday

Thurs. 1 Samuel 3:1-21: 12/8/10

Today in my Bible reading the Lord ministered through Eli.Samuel thought that the LOrd was calling for him but he was not. I think that when I read the word of God I want God to Say something to where I can get the message even more than I already do. It would be nice to be able to see the story from my point of view and God's point of view. I want to also be able to connect with God in a different way.

Week 7: Wednesday

Left Behind: 12/8/10

Today in my reading, Bruce told the kids who he thought was the AntiChrist. He told them that seemed to be Nicholiae Carpathiabecause he met all of the standars that it took to be the AntiChrist. He was good looking he was good with words and he knew how to take charge. Viki saw a video of  Nicholiae and she did not believe that he was the AntiChrist. She said that he seemed like such a good person and that he would never decive people like Bruce that he would but little did seh know that hse was one of the decived.

Week 7 : Tuesday

Left Behind: 12/7/10

Today in my reading on e of  Forgaty's friend died. He was shot in the face and and was left unconcious. The doctors told him that if he did live he would be with out one eye and permanately blind in the other. Forgaty told Judd that if his God was so great then how come he let things happen like this to peole. Judd did not have an answer but all he could do at that point was to pray and hope that the man would be okay.

Week 7: Monday

Left Behind: 12/6/10

Today in my reading Viki still did not want to get any one saved because she still felt like she was not ready. Bruce said that there comes a time when you have to do things that you fell that youn are not ready to do but God is with you. Viki said mabey later and went on about here bussiness. A little later Bruce called them all together because Josie was about to get saved and he did not want any of them to miss it. Josie was very cooporative and in no time she was saved and ready to do the will of the Lord. She wanted to know when she could start leading people to Christ and getting then saved and Bruce told her any time. Viki started to get jelous because she thought that Josi was going to get people saved on her first day of really knowing the Lord where as it would take Viki a whole life time to get one person saved.

Week 6: Friday

Left Behind:

Today in my reading Bruce gave Viki a task that she thought she was not ready for.Bruce wanteed her to go and try to lead people to chrust but she did not think that she was up to the challenge. She was thinking that just because she was a new member in the chritian that she could not lead people to Jesus.Bruce tried to explain to her that as long as you have Hod you can do anything wther it is leadind someone to christ or savong the world. She still told Bruce that she thought theat she should be trained a little bit more in the Bile and that mabey next time she could di this whole getting people saved thing. Bruce was a little disappointed, but he figured that if whe was not ready and if she felt too scared to do it then it was not his place to force heror make her feel like she had to do it.

                          12/3/10

Week 6: Thursday

Left Behind:

Today in my reading Forgaty had a cllose friend who got hirt really bad and he told Judd taht they went way back. He was the one who was shot in the face by the two men who had escaped from jail earlier that day. The doctor said that he was not doing very well and that he was unconsious. In the mean time, Viki was getting restless. She was wishing that Judd and Forgaty would get back home really sopon because she was starting to get scared.

Week 6: Wednesday

Left Behind:

Today in my reading Judd triet to get frogety saved. He told him that he did not want to be saved and that if he told him why he might be offended. Judd said that he could tell him and that he would not be offended. Forgety started with his life as a little boy. He was raised in a christian home and he knew the Lord for a long time. He started to disagree when his paster told him that if you have one sin on you heart you would be condemed to hell and he also said that God was a loving God. That did not make sense to Forgaty and he did not want to be apart of it if it did not make sense. He thought that it was wrong for God to condenm people to hell when he was supposed to be a loving God.

Week 6 : Tuesday

Left Behind:

Todya in my reading, Taliah got saved. She started off with how her life was always hard and that she was never loved and that her brother who escaped out of jail. Bruce told her that there was still a chance if she wanted to know Jeseu and except him as her Lord and Savior. In the mean time Judd went with the sargent to try to go and catch the two mwn who escaped from jail. His car was the same as his police car, but it hd way more room since he did not have to have all of the police equipment in there.

Week 6 : Monday

Left Bhind:

Today in my reading the sargent's wife finally said how she felt ablout the rapture. She said that before all of this happened a friend had told her about God and she said that she had already known about God but she jsut wanted to reconnect with him. Her friend invited her to a church meeting. The meeting was not even like a normal church service but more like a little get together where people read the Bible and discuss what they read and how the feel about what they read. In the mean time twpo prisinors escapes and it left manu people getting hurt. One of them pulled out a gun and shot the police officer in the face and the other just worked on getting out of there.

Week 5 : Friday

Left Behind:

Today in my reading, the four kids met a new lady. she was the chiefs biblly wife. She was a very loving and caring woman and she always showed that sh wanted to hear what each person had to say wether it was omportant or just plain goofy. She asked them all what was their intake on the strange dissapearances ( The Rapture) and how they felt about it. They told her that it was God coming back to rapture his church and that if you were not a believer you would be left behind. She wanted to know what happened to all of the younger children and then she began to cry. They told her to clam down and if she wanted to except Jesus Christ as her Lord and Savior there was still time.

Week 5: Thursday

Left Behind:

Today in my reading Judd had to hep the police man catch a man named Cornnelius. He was accused of the murder of Andre and he was also accused of arson. HE had a whole gang along with him, his little sister Talia and his friend. Judd called him and told him that he had been intrusted with alot if money and he had to come down to Chicago where he was on the most wanted criminal list to get it. He said ok and showed up the next day. He fell right into the plan and was sent to jail.

Week 5: Wednesday

Tristan's Gap:

Today in my reaing Tristan's mother was very anxious and scared at the same time. She was ready to go into the room to see what nes they found out about her daughter. But she was also scared that it would be some really bad news and that they would never find her again. She started pasting back and forth and preparing her selg for the worst. She finally went into the room ready to hear the bad news.

Week 5: Tuesday

Tristan's Gap:

Today in my reading tristan's mom was getting better one day but then worse then next. It was kind of like Monday she woke up with a positive attitude monday and ready to go and look for her daughter and ready to answer any questions that she needed to. By Tuesday she just wanted to lay in her bed thinking about Tristan when she was a little girl and just wishing she was here. She wanted to feel good all of the time and ready to helo the detectives any way she can. But with her daughter missing, it almost seemed impossible. She really wanted to giuve this whole thing to God, but she wanted God to go quick and to get her her daughter back now. But little did she know that God was testing her faith.

Week 5: Monday

Tristan's Gap:

Today in my reading Tristan's mom had a dream about her. She saw her in a dark room and she could hear her faintly. She could hera her screaming then sobbing and then screaming and then sobbing again. Then a light came on and there was Tristan just in arm's reach. He mother tried to reach for her but she started to move away. Then she saw a shadow. It took tristan and ran away. Serena woke up in tears and discovered that that was how she felt. Sje felt like tristan ws in arms reach but she kept moving away. Kind of like it was a choice that she made.

Week 4: Friday

Tristan's Gap:

Today in my reading, Hazel came over. Her presence was bacoming quite normal in the soltani house. She said that she saw another one of tristan's pictures and could not believe how close it was to the real her. Hazel then realized that this as not helping Tristan's mom and suddenly put them away. Then hazel said that they should all start their own private search because the cops were not doing much and they were going intirly too slow.

Week 4: Thursday

Tristan's Gap:

today in my reading Tristan's little sister was very sad and confused. She did not know wether to be happy or sad when her frineds came over. She knew that her big sister was missing and she knew that that was a very bad thing but she did not know how to take it. She did not know if she was supposed to go in to a deep depression or if she was to act normal. All she really wanted to so was lay in her moms lap and cry from the tuff pain of saddness and confusion.

Week 4: Wednesday

Tristan's Gap:

Today in my reading they found out who that Spider gur was. His name was Ricky Spenski. Tristan's mother was so befuttled. She did not know if Tristan was safe or not and she did not know if she was having fun or not. The officer told her that it could be a possibilty that trstan could have planned this little stunt or she could have just gone along with the plan and let the people take her.

Week4: Tuesday

Tristan's Gap:

today in my reading tristan's mom had a flash back. It was when Tristan was a young girl and she was arguing woth her mother about what to buy and what not to buy. Her mother told her that you cannot have your way all of the time. Then things came back to normal. Tristan was not there and Serina was left alone with out her baby girl.

Week 4: Monday

Tristan's Gap:
Today in my reading,Hazel left her kids with Trstan's mom. She felt even worse having to watch some other persons kids and not having both of hers. She saw a younger Tristan in Hazel's young daughters face. The detectives told her that they did not find anything od that Snake guy but they would keep looking. They did get some news on Tristan's friend Alana.

Week 3 : Thursday

Tristan's Gap:

Today in my reading Tristan's mom got some very helpful news. One of the life guards told her about aboy named snake who would not take a girl, but would think like that. The officers started to search for him, but they found nothing. Tristan's mother told them to keep looking because she would not rest until her little girl was found and the pervert who took her was in jail. Tristan's dad ws acting weird now. He was even more jittery than normal.

Week 3: Wednesday

Tristan's Gap:
Today in my reading Tristan's mom finally came out of the room and started being social. She began to talk to the other mother and she thanked them for being so supportive. Hazel came over again and they got into a deep discusion even though Trstan's mom still was looking a little depressed. Hazel said that who ever took Trstan was probably some crazy sychiopath and that they just goot out of jail for doing this exact samething to another young girl like Trstan. That did not help to make Tristan's mom feel any better.

Week3: Tuesday

Tristan's Gap:
Trista's mother did not want to come out of her room. She said that there was no way that she could fully be her self every again until they found Tristan. The told her that it was best if she would talk to the dtective to see if they could find any thing else. She said that that would only make things worse and that it would make her think of Tristan even more. Every one was becooming iritable and the onl person who was really trying to keep it to gether was Trstan's little sister,Max.

Week 3: Monday

Trstan's Gap:
Today in my reading, her mother was getting worse each and every day. She was so depressed and so not her self and more. Every thing that she saw some how reminded her of Tristan. Tristan's little sister Max was staring to feel that way too and her mother tried to tell her that every thing was going to be ok ,but she was having troubl convincing her self that every thing really would be ok. Her father was no better he was not depressed but he was very jittery.

Week 2: Thursday

Tristan's Gap:
Today in my reading one of Serina's friends came over to talk to her. It was Hazel. Hazel came to one of her church meetings a couple of weeks a go and she told her whole lifes story. She came over to comfort Serine in this time of lost as Hazel would call it. Serina told Hazel that she made it sound like Tristan was dead, But she was not she was just missing. Serina turned her head and began to cry and at that moment she realized something. She not only lost her daughter , but she was beginning to loose her self.

Week 3: Tuesday

Tristan's Gap:
Today in my reading Tristan's little sister Max felt that they would not let her have and freedom since Tristan was missing. If she wanted to go to the beach they said no. If she wanted to go and play with her friends they said no. If she even lift the room they wanted to know why and where she was going. She told them that no one was goung to take her and that if they did they would bring her right back so their was nothing to worry about. That still did not help much. So basically she just sits inside watching all of her friends have so much fun day in and day out.

Week 2: Monday

Tristan's Gap:
Today in my reading the whole family was stressed out. Tristan's mother was worried sick that she had either died or was unsafe and her father thought that her friends new something and that they just were not telling the family. Tristan's aunt was acting even acting  more strange than usual and her little sister was araid that her big sister would never return home. The police kept trying to fing more and more clues to Tristan's strange disappearance and when they finally did it never really helped much. More and more news reporters heard about Tristan and they wanted to interveiw her parents so that they could get int their pinot of veiw but that only made things worse.

Week 1: Friday

Tristan's Gap:
Today in my reading the press swarmed Tristan's house. they wanted to know if her parents were scared that she was still missing. How they felt about the whole thing an hwo far they were willing to take it to get Tristan back. This was all too much for her mother. She could not take the worrying and staying up just waiting for Trstan to come home. She felt that even when she prayed there was no answer. She was just stuck in a place of wishing her little girl was back home but not knowing if that would ever happen again.

Week 1: Thursday

Tristan's Gap
Today in my reading police swarmed Trstan's house because she was still missing. Both her mother and her father were worried now. They did not know what to do and many friends told them to just give it to God. But they were too worried to do that. Tristan's mom tried to get some rest but she always was awakened with bad dreams or meoris of Tristan. The police said that they got her scent but it stopped right at the beach.

Week 1: Wednesday

Tristan"s Gap:
Today in my reading Tristan dissappeared. At first her mother went to pick her up from work but they said that she never showed up. Her mother called her father and he told her that Tristan should have never gotten a job. She told him to calm down and that he neede to get over there to help her look for Tristan. He arrived and they still could not find her.

Week 1: Tuesday

TRISTAN'S GAP:

Today in my reading Tristan's mother ran into a little problem at a church meeting. At thier chuch she is actually a preacher's wife. she leads a meeting weekly. On this particular meeting a very strange woman walked in. She looked like a biker chik. She had tatoos on each of her arems wore aleather jacket and her breath reaked of cheap cigarrets. They were all so surprised when she walked in to the room. Every one started to chatter softly when she walked in and it was just a very interesting night.

Week1: Monday

TRISTAN'S GAP:

I am currently reading Tristan's Gap. Today in my reading Tristan wanted to cut her hair but her dad wouldnot let her. He sais that he does not want to let her cut her hair because she might regret it. Tristan's little sister Max says that it is just hair and that it will grow back so it should not really matter if she cuts it or not. Max was talking to her mom and she said that it should not ne a big deal to their dad because he does not even have haie and he wouldnot under stand the whole hair bussiness.

Week 9: Wednesday

Today in my reading ray met a new Laydy friend. Her name was Hatti. According to Ray she was georgeous. When ray got introduced to her he could not keep his eyes off of her and apparently he forgot that he was married. One of his frinds said that she was pretty but toatally brainless. They said that she would not even notice if they were up or on the ground.

Week: Tuesday

To day Ray cheated and he felt really bad. He claims that he did not  mean to do it but it jist happened.And the really sad thing is, is that while ray was at the party doing this with a nother woman Irene was sitting at home preagnatnt feeling really sick. The next day Ray told the girl that this had to stop and that he was married so this relationship probably would not work. She told him that she felt aweful adn that she would toatally agreed to never see him again. She agreed to this because she was getting married in a couple of month and she knew that her fiance wouldnot go for this.The years wnet by and Ray still felt guilty but he figured what Irene did not knowwould not hurt her.Ray would try to keep his mind off of it but the thought of it would come back up at the most inconvenient times.

Week 9: Monday

To day in my reading Nicholae wanted something. He wanted to know who his birth father was. He went to one of his friends and said that he needed the information now. They said that it would be almost impossible. All he said was that he would be back to get them the next morning. The next day Nicholae walked in and there were the papers lying on a desk. His frien walked in a said that they had a lit to discuss. His frend began explaining Nicholae's strand profile and the one thing that bothered NIcholae the most was a scary truth. He not only had one father but two!

Week 8: Thursday

To day in my reading Nichilae was back. He was doing great in his terms. He was the president of a major organization and he was the youngest by two years. He was living with his aunt Viv and he seemed almost happy. When Viv would see his name or read articlre about him in magazines she would try to make a big deal about but Nicholae would reply with " if it is not front page it is nothing". Now back to ray and all of his drama. Aftyer Ray broke up with Kitty things started to go great. He began to date Irene and soon they married. With in six months of them being married Irene got preagnant with a beautiful little girl named Chloe. Ater that tragedy struck. Ray got an alarming call from his mother saying that his father now has alzeimers disease. His mother told him that they would probably have to put him in a home smf that things might and would probably be very expensive and that they might need Ray to help out with money a little bit. ray could not belive it. He always thoght that by this time in life he would have had a fancy car, living in a big house and working the best job there is, but Ray was wrong. He thight that if he were to help his parents with all of the money troubles, he would never ever get his dream of being a rich man living in the suberbs.

Week 8: Wednesday

Today in my reading, Ray finally resolved his problem. Here is how it went: Ray woke up early the next morning. He went through his normal schedual but on this particilar morning his phone rand and guesse who it was, Kitty! She said good morning to him and how di you sleep and went throught hte whole talk of nothingness when suddenly Ray cut her iff with the sharp painful words of, we need to talk. Kitty was stunned she thoght that every thing was fine, but she quokcly realized that it was not. She asked if and thing was wrong and why they coul not just talk over the phone, but Ray said that what he needed to say had to be said in person and that he would see her soon. He waited for an okay or bye, see you then, but he got nothing and the line went dead. When Ray arived at Kitty's house he could feel all of the daggering stares that he was getting from her friends. Some one came out side and told him to come in and wait on the loung where he and Kitty had spent many of their evenings. He came inside and sat on the couch just waiting and their she was. It was Kitty standind in the door way with her hair uncombed, her makeup off and her scraggily little bathe robe. Ray greted her and she returned that with a harsh " what". ray told her that it was over between them and that he owed to her to end the relationship right then and there before things got any further. Kitty could not believe it. She begged ray to take her back and asked him why here and why now and is there somenoe else. Ray told her no and that he just felt that they were not the right people for each other. Kitty finally got the message. She took the ring off, gave it ti Ray and told him good bye. ray knew thins was best and told her that he would miss her just to make her feel better. As Ray walked back to his dorm he felt a blanket of relief come over him. Ray kept on walking and wondered about that question that Kitty had asked him" was there someone else?" and ray realized something at that very moment. There was someone else. All this time he never loved Kitty the way that he thoght he did. The truth is he loved Irene! He had always loved Irene!

Week 8: Tuesday

Today in my reading Ray basically slept. He went back and forth in what to do with Kitty and how he was going to do it. He tossed and turned the whole night and could not find a soloution at all about Kitty. I think that Ray should just tell her how he feels and just be done with it. To me it seems like he is afraid of Kitty because she practically made him who he is today. she got him in to all the hottest parties, introduced him to tall of the coolest people and practrically made him the big man in campus. I think that he is truley afraid of Kitty and in my opinion live out of fear never last long.

Week 8: Monday

To day in my readings Ray was just confused. He talked with Irene again and he felt that he was still too afraid to break it off with Kitty. He would walk and run but nothing would make him feel better. When he would biuld up the courage to go and tell Kitty what had to be told but then he would quikcly be knocked down again by fear and negative thoghts. Ray felt that he was in a bad position to do anything so he laid every thing aside and just went to sleep.

Week 7: Friday

Today in my reading ray made a descision. He decided to break the engagement off with Kitty, but things did not go as planned. He thoght that he would be able to walk right up to her and just say it. Say that it was over, that he wanted no mmore to do with her, that he just wanted to be friends. As he wss about to go and tell her all of this horrible news he got scared. He began to think , what if she gets mad, and, what if she make it sich a big deal like she always does. Things like this would run through his mind the whole walk over. He finally got to Kitty's house and he was just about to knock on the door then all of his fear from earlier had struck him and he became weal and ran away.

Week 7: Thursday

Today in my reading things got even more crazy. Irene and Ray talked more about her date with that xertain older man and they exspcially talke about Ray and Kitty getting married or not. Ray said that he is just not sure about anything anymore. If he likes Kitty, if he lives her. He just says that everything happened so fast that he neds some time to take it in, to let it all register in his mind. He feels that he is basically being dragged around ny Kitty since she kind of made the descision of them getting marreid and practically talked poor Ray into bying some over price ring. Irene told Ray that if he is not sure if he love Kitty or not then he probably doesn't. She said that he needs to break this deal off  before kitty tells everyone under the sun and she explained to him that he ows it to Kitty and to him self to break it off . Irene finally told hin to do it because he wanted to, not because she told hin to or any other person told him to,he should do it for him because he wants to.

Week 7 Wednesday

Today in my reading Ray and Kitty and are still engaged but Ray says not for long. In the mean time Ray amd Irene talked. Irene went on a date with and older man lioke old enough to be her father and she said that the whole date was just strange. Here is how it went: First the older man pcked her up and then that went back to his office to discuss some things. He wnt throught the whole I was married , but now I am divorced and I understand is you do not want to see me thing. He also told her that he was going to be a complete gentle man and that she sis not have to worry about any rudess. finally he told her that he was not looking to be married or any thing and he encouraged her not to get her hopes up. She simply told him that she was not looking to be married either and that she thoght of him more as a father figure than a boyfriend or a husband. He felt offefnded. So after that they went to a very nice resturant and they talked somemore and she said that the whole thing was just really akward.

Week 6: Tuesday

Today in my reading Ray got Kitty the ring and she went bragging to all of her friends. They were furious because they never thoght that Ray would have gotten Kitty such a nice ring. Ray went to talk to Irene and he told her about his decision and Irene coul not belive it. She asked him if this is what he really wanted to do. she told him that marrige was a life long desision and not just some game. She also told that when people get married they do it out of love and not just to do it because someone says to do it. He told her that the truth was, he never asked Kitty to marry him, she just brought it up and he kind of went along with it. he told Irene that he knew he cared for Kitty like nobody's bussiness. He just wasn't so sure that he loved her, that he wanted a life long comittment with her. This was all too much for poor Ray.

Week 7: Monday

Today in my reading Kitty and Ray were planing to get married. They went to the ring store and Kitty found the ring that she wanted but it was way too over priced so Ray said mabe they could come back another time when  his money was not so tight and then they could get the ring but Kitty did not like that plan. Instead she wanted to get the ring then rather than waiting until Ray got his money straight and she even told him that she could pay for the ring now and he could pay her back later but Ray wanted to be a man and pay for the ring by himself rather that having Kitty pay for it. By the end of the day Ray was frustrated and so was Kitty and she begged and begged Ray to get the ring but he still said no so she ran off and began to cry like the spoiled little baby she is and finally ray gave in like he always did and kitty got what she wanted as usual.

Week6: Monday

Today in my reading Ray says that he really wanted to break up with kitty because he knew it was the right thing to  do but he said it was just so much fun to be with her. All of the fun things they did, all of the cool people he met , and the way he felt when he was with her. He was just so uncertain about the whole thing and he wishes he would have never gotten involved with Kitty,

Week 5: THURSDAY

Today in my reading ray feels like he is loosing hiself to his girkfriend because he claims that she has been seducing him with her body but I think that it is all in his head and that he wants to dio it.

Week 5: Tuesday

Today is my reading ray finally got to fly from one state to another and him and his mom were happy but his dad hated the idea.

Week 5:MONDAY

Today in my reading that anti christ soon moved back home where he continued schooling at his normal school and lived at his normal home.

Week 4:FRIDAY

Today when I read my book somthing enteresting happened. Marileena was feeling very bad from her medication when she soon leaned it was poison. the docter came vto her house and told her it was nothing personal but he was going to have to kill her. After a few minutes they were both dead. Marileena killed the doctor and the doctor killed her. When the anti christ ( her son) heard about the news he said that it was exelent.

Reading Plan Week 4: Thursday

Today is my reading Viv took Nicholi from Marileena and she began to worry. She looked through all og Viv's personal documents and she found many answers to all of her questions.

Reading Plan Week 4: Tuesday

Today Marileena dicovered that she lost total comtrolle of her son and she is trying to get controll back  as fast as she can.

Reading Plan Week 3 : Thursday

Today in my reading of Th Rising Marilena  said that her son, the anti =vhrist, was scaring her. She claims that he always scared her abut now it is more than ever.

Reading Plan Week 3 : Tuesday

I am reading The Rising and it is a very good book. Right in the book Marileena has jusy had the baby and he is growing up like any other normal child.

Week 2 Reading Plan

Friday:
Today in my book Marileena moved in with Viv Ivins and she felt pratty confidant at fierst but now she is having her doubts.

week 2 reading plan

Thursday:

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